Thursday, 25 April 2019

I Will Return

          There is darkness through which I move.....vast planes of darkness which slide and intersect each other, that intersect with me.....yet we are one.....we are the Abyss.
          I am alone.....and I question endlessly, yet am content.....stars which are not, flow down and through my fingers and hands which I have not.
          There is energy and power.....overwhelming in their intensity.....yet I am safe; I am unconcerned.
          There is no light, yet I see. I am alone, yet I am not lonely. I am so young, yet have had my being forever. I know not, yet do not need to know, but I ask.....endlessly I ask.....and I live and move.
          I must return.....I must pass down the valley.....die into the world of the physical for a little while longer. And I must remember, for I will return to a where that is nowhere.....for I AM.

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  1. Deanna25 April 2019 at 14:26

    You have described eternity from where we come and to which we must return - how stunningly beautiful!

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    1. Tom25 April 2019 at 17:53

      Thank you, Deanna;

      This emerged from a state of semi-sleep/meditative state. Couldn't wait to get to the computer, but had to take time to try to formulate the words. The experience was so wonderful. I felt a great weight lifted from me that I hadn't realised was there.

      I felt so much like Teillard de Jardin when he said, "We are not human beings having a spiritual experience. We are spiritual beings having a human experience." And maybe that's the point of living in this physical universe.

      Thank you again for your comment.

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  2. Deanna25 April 2019 at 19:07

    We are spiritual beings having a human experience expresses the truth perfectly doesn't it!?

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  3. Lindsay Byrnes27 April 2019 at 03:15

    Hi Tom,
    Pleased to hear a weight was lifted for new found freedom to live.
    The mystery of life when all of us from time to time relish that rekindling of the flame. What is it ? Maybe grace or the realisation of that we call grace . Best wishes

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    1. Tom27 April 2019 at 10:06

      Hi Lindsay,
      It may well be grace, as you imply. But there is something special about this kind of experience. It is like turning a corner into enlightenment or a removal of a dense veil hiding the truth. When I first "came to believe.....", seemingly a lifetime ago, was the earliest time I can remember feeling this way. It wasn't quite a 'road to Damascus' event, but I'll settle, with joy, for what I have been given.

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  4. Deanna27 April 2019 at 15:56

    I just came across this quote from Einstein: "We are slowed down sound and light waves, a walking bundle of frequencies tuned into the cosmos. We are souls dressed up in sacred biochemical garments and our bodies are the instruments through which our souls play their music.”
    It amazes me how these undead seem to come when I need them. Synchronicity...

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    1. Deanna27 April 2019 at 18:01

      The word that makes no sense was supposed to be "ideas".

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    2. Tom27 April 2019 at 22:14

      I cannot give you a short, or even an adequate, reply. There is enough in your comment, potentially, to write many a post. It is so reminiscent of conclusions drawn by Robert Lanza, MD and Bob Berman in their book, "Beyond Biocentrism."

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  5. Natalie d'Arbeloff27 April 2019 at 21:48

    Dear Tom, I was concerned when I first read this post, before seeing the comments, because it seemed...I don't know...a bit dark and eerie. But I'm very relieved to find that you were having a wonderfully uplifting experience. Alleluia! May the light and the force and the lightness be with you always.

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    1. Tom27 April 2019 at 22:18

      Dear Natalie;

      I am sorry if my post caused you any distress. I can add little to what I have said except, perhaps, that I was overwhelmed with a sense of wonder. To touch, to sense....home?

      Thank you for your good wishes.

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